I posted something similar on ADISC, but didn’t really get a satisfactory response (more on that in a bit). Since this forum is more story focused, I figured it might be better to post here.
I like diaper stories that have minor/underage characters. Let me be quick to add that I don’t like stories that have any sexual content whatsoever, nor do I read them with sexual motivations (i.e. they are not “fap stories”). I don’t even like detailed descriptions of diaper changes. Think of Elizabeth’s stories as an example of what I’m talking about, or Purged_User’ stories.
I feel like this is a little creepy. I’m an adult, and I like reading stories about something that is vaguely a fetish that involve children. I don’t think I’m doing anything inappropriate, however, given both the PG content of the stories, and my motivations for reading them, so I’ve kind of been trying to figure out why I like them and why it feels creepy/weird.
I think the reason I read them and what I get out of them is that same as why people regress/roleplay. Generally I’d classify myself as more DL than AB, but maybe this is my latent AB side coming out, since it’s been suppressed for so long. More specifically I enjoy reading them because it makes me feel “regressed” or “little,” much as how a pacifier/sleeper/diaper might make someone who’s more free to indulge in such things feel “little.”
In fact, I think that reading such stories and regressing or role-playing are pretty much the same thing, since they’re all about capturing a different, “little,” mindset. Both reading a story and role-playing/regressing satisfy some escapist urge to feel different than your “normal” self. It’s just that when role-playing/regression you’re doing something, and with a story you’re just reading it. In both cases, however, I feel that the motivation is similar.
The other reason I think I like them is that my first exposure to the online ABDL community (or any ABDL community, I suppose) was via he-who-must-not-be-named’s site. While unfortunate, I think that’s a not-uncommon experience for AB/DLs of a certain age. Since most of the content there was stories, there was some imprinting or something going on that made me like ABDL stories. I’m not trying to apologize for my pre-adolescent/adolescent self, but even then I found a lot of the content there creepy and didn’t like it. And I definitely didn’t like his stories - it was mostly the contributed stories section I read (it was updated on Sundays, if I remember correctly - sad that I still remember that).
Does anyone else like such stories, and/or does anyone think that it’s slightly weird? Generally I don’t think I’m a creepy person, but admitting that I like such stories feels a little weird.
A lot of the responses to this thread at ADISC were “stories with underage characters are creepy and I don’t like them.” While that’s a fine response, and you are free to consider me creepy and weird, I’d appreciate at least some explanation as to why you feel that way, especially if you think I’m creepy and weird, since I don’t feel that I am (indeed, I endeavor not to be). Do note, however, that I’ve stated that I do not like stories with any sexual content, and I don’t read the as “fap stories” (see the second paragraph), so please consider that before condemning me, as well as considering the various arguments I’ve put forth in this post.