Decided to check it out myself- UGH- Deeker’s site is not back but rather it is an archived site being run by the people that run DiaperSuperStore which has for years been a big sponsor of Deeker. I had last heard they were having trouble finding a serious buyer as if someone was going to spend money on that site.
Guess they decided to keep the archive up so people can visit it again- insert sound of utter disgust and near-vomit- UGH.
I really don’t want Deeker to be back, was hoping that site would rot in the deepest, darkest pit of hell where it belongs. I remember celebrating when his site went down a few years back and well- I am not celebrating any return of that infamous piece of shite.
We need a history lesson for those of us who never visited Deekers. Did it have stories? Those of you who read my stories know the types of things that interest me in a diaper story. (Female protagonist, preferably college student or young professional) has to wear diapers because of a medical issue or trickery and finds a love interest who accepts her in diapers.) I assumed Deekers had nothing like those type of stories.
Long story short, Deeker was all about boys in diapers. He had/has a huge story section and he only allowed stories that featured boys wearing diapers. Female characters were allowed, but they could not wear diapers and a lot of the time they changed their brother’s(or whatever the relation) diapers, made fun of the boy for wearing diapers, etc. The stories section was broken up into stories that Deeker himself wrote, stories people contributed to his site, stories that were found online, and “true accounts”.
He had/has a pretty extensive sightings section that was broken up into under-18 and over-18 categories. The under-18 category was by far the most populated; I’d say 99.99% was fap fodder.
He also did surveys for boys and their female relatives, along with some other miscellaneous things. His links section was one of the more extensive sections, as well.
What made Deeker’s such a target of hate in my mind wasn’t that his site was exclusively about boys it was that he seemed interested in actual boys, even if it was just to talk to them about diapers. There were lots of questionnaires intended to be filled out by those boys. Most submissions were clearly adults, but he seemed to be unable to recognize that fact.
The sad thing about it all was that Deeker’s was one of the first AB sites I ever visited when I first got online in '99. I started finding other places so Deeker’s went from being one of the first places I visited to one of the places I wish to the depths of hell.
When I first started exploring the internet about my “diaper desires” back in 2004/2005 (I was 11/12, in 6th grade), deemed was the first place I found, and really the only since it was so large of a library. Plus, I didn’t want to join a forum due to my age and also not wanting an account or to talk to anyone about it.
Anyways, at first I was belated to have found the site since I knew there were many others like me and that I wasn’t the only one. But, with every story I read, I started to feel more and more ashamed and dirty, thinking that THAT site defined this side to me. Thank God I found out that is NOT the case a few years later.
It was one of the first sites I found when I started looking for stories. I stopped reading the ones that I found a few paragraphs in because the main characters were male (I had grown out of that phase by then). I never got to the dirty parts. I mentally chalked the site up as a “male story only” site and avoided it in the future.
I stumbled across it again some time later after reading a line on Wikipedia about how some people have unpotty-trained themselves (on their page on infantilism, naturally). I found this odd enough to Google. Is it any surprise that his site was the only one I found (that I bothered remembering)? I read a few pages into his instruction manual of rewriting your conditioning before getting bored and leaving. Yeah it was grosser than some of the stories I had avoided by that point but I wasn’t too bothered. Perhaps it was because I expected it to be graphic and I was prepared for it. That is a lot of thought to put into something like that, for any reason. At least I have a gross fact to tell at parties.
I didn’t get into the site enough to be traumatised by it. I didn’t even know about the full extent of its creepiness until I started lurking around here. I fully intend to avoid it at all costs.
Yes 1997 would have been about when alt.sex.stories.diapers was made unusable. He was one of the best authors there, but keep in mind that this was when we considered Ashley’s Diaper Adventure to be the VERY BEST. I’m just amazed that an ISP would host him, I wouldn’t, and that is with my attitudes
Sadly deeker was one of the first places I visited and as a dude some of the stories turned me off to the community for awhile then.I found you guys and this site and have realized that the community is nothing like that.
Actually, looking back, my problem had less to do with the male main characters and more to do with the repetitive writing style. This is what turned me off when I tried to give him a chance.
I remember one story went like this:
Boy gets in trouble for some reason (I can’t remember why), babysitter puts him “in diapers and plastic baby pants”
Mother comes home and little brother tells her that the older brother was “put in diapers and plastic baby pants”
And so on. The story kept using “diapers and plastic baby pants” when “diapers” alone would have worked. Literally every time diapers were mentioned (which was obviously a lot) he would tack on “and plastic baby pants” after it. The first time is understandable but every time is a bit much. I’d never even heard of “plastic baby pants” before reading that and I really don’t think that they’re something a young child would focus on and put on equal levels as diapers when relishing in his brother’s embarrassment. Not only that “and plastic baby pants” is six extra syllables and just plain unwieldy. It’s awkward just to say and read.
If Deeker ruined anything for me it’s “plastic baby pants”. I cringed every time I saw a story use them for years after this (I’m able to ignore them nowadays). Not a good way to be introduced to something so important to some people. I’m just glad it’s very rarely that “plastic baby pants” appear in stories I find these days but they were in half the stories I found back then.
Thank goodness it wasn’t the first site I found. I remember finding all these message boards by people saying they like to wear diapers and their kids too who wear them to bed for bed wetting and Ashley’s Diaper Adventures was the first AB/DL story I ever read and it was called “untitled” then. I read t in parts instead of in order and the whole way through. They were all posted in parts but not in the same order. Then the next site I found was DPF when I was 13 and then at age 15 I found other AB/DL sites and they were the Diaper Story’s one on bravenet, Lil Princess Tigger’s Nursery, baby Tali’s site, then of course I found Deeker. I also recall I saw dailydiapers but couldn’t really access it then because you needed membership or something or an email address and I didn’t have one then. I also found wetset but wasn’t find of it much. I only came to the AB/DL sites for the stories, not for chat or other diaper talk. I always hated off topic posts and flame wars lol because I wanted stories. I was unaware of the content on Deeker’s site and all I saw were diapers and peeing in them and being changed and one of them was about a diaper punishment which was called Heather the Baby sitter and it seemed like child abuse to me. I was confused about the parents actions because they put him in diapers after his mom was mad at him for stealing pull ups from her friend’s son while baby sitting then they wanted to make sure he would never take them off when he wanted to wear them so why would he take them off, then at the end they put him in counseling because they would like their “normal boy” back when they had kept him in diapers all that time. I know now it was all a diaper punishment. I must say that was the worst story I read because there was no happy ending but it was still happy in a way he didn’t have to go back to his school where he got tormented and teased and harassed because of the diapers and he was going to some special school for boys in diapers so that was good enough. But the other stories I enjoyed written by him. Then in 2002, someone chewed him out on the Bravenet forum about a story he allowed on there so I went and read it because I was curious and never liked the site again and didn’t want to go back and read any stories there. I heard by then the site was getting bad so maybe it was better in 2001 when I found it.
Since teens go to porn sites, I realize I did go to porn sites at that age, they were AB/DL sites. That was my porn I also used to look at pictures of women in diapers and I preferred women than men.