Hi this will be different to most stories here I think and I would like to emphasize that there will be no “daddy” role here I will try to keep it as “realistic” as possible
with the hope that people like this do exist out there . Wetting diapers etc will be plenty humiliation and abuse however only in flashbacks
hope you will like it
ps sorry for the bad English (it’s my second language )
Court house ND Sunday 4:30 pm fall
Chris Reynolds sat on a bench looking at the kid questioned by the judge . "My god " - he thought - “how did this ever happen. 2 months ago someone would have
told me I have a kid running around I would have laughed . But this is insane. This can’t even be happening .”
He was mad. At whom he wasn’t sure . Himself ? He should have made sure that 1 time before he enlisted with his childhood sweetheart didn’t lead to anything . But
really what guy keeps track of what happened to a girl he dated when he was 17?
His fathers family ? Well all they ever did was lie. So he found out when he turned 18 and his long dead mother showed up at his boot camp.
Patricia ? She could have bothered to tell him she was pregnant with his child ! Sure she was only 16 and probably under the influence of his family .
The thoughts raced through his mind but something in the sadness of the brown eyes of that child wouldn’t let go of him . He can’t be a father, he never wanted to be
one. He had his carrier succeful actor. Hollywood loved him . This could easily ruin him. His lawyer , also one of his closest friends told him that the minute the
paternity test came back positive . But still something in him just couldn’t sit there and watch. He knew if he wouldn’t do something he will never live with himself .
" I m sorry your honor , but maybe I have a better solution " - he stood up looking at the woman in the cape who looked rather annoyed than happy he disrupted her
"What the hell are you doing ?! Are you crazy sit the hell down " - Theo wishpered angrily , his loyal lawyer who sat quietly by his side tried to pull him back down to
the bench but he wouldn’t budge .
"Yes Mr Reynolds ? What solution is that you claim to have for us " the woman’s voice was rather strained but Chris was not the type to break a sweat over a
woman’s annoyance , no matter her status.
" with all the respect he is barely 13 even detention centers require the minimum age of 14 . I m not saying he didn’t commit crimes he should be punished for . But
he is just a child . And all of this is more the systems fault and mine than his . "
“So you are blaming the system for the fact that a 13 year old stole money disrupted someone’s home and …”
“no your honor I m not just blaming the system I m also blaming myself but with all due the respect calling the police on a child looking for his mother is hardly
disrupting a property "
" so you are a lawyer as well now mister Reynolds as you seem so familiar with the laws "
" no your honor I m not all I m saying simply is that I don’t find the current solution of sending a child to a severe detention center because the system is over loaded .
And that sentence is one that I m sure the appeal we will file won’t agree with it "
“appeal ? What are you talking about ? You can’t threaten a judge you are out of your mind !” - Theo jumped to his feet
“alright I will allow that however like I said I have no alternative " - the judge sighed though looked as if she rather sentence him too to prison
" I think you will find there is. Release him to my custody "
silence fell upon the court room .
The judge studied the man standing before her . Determined for sure .
Theo looked as if he couldn’t believe what Chris just said .
The kid turned his tear stricken face towards the man he for a few weeks now known is his biological father .
“Release him to your custody ?” - the judge repeated as if retarically
" my parental rights have never been revoked nor have I ever given them up. The social services did a complete background check I m sure it’s in the files”
the judge turned some papers infront of her unwillingly and had to agree . There was no reason the man couldn’t get at least temporary custody over the child . And
she had to agree releasing a child to the custody of a parent would seem much less harsh than back to detention where by law he would only be sent to under special
Circumstances under which no empty beds in children’s home not exactly fell under.
“Your honor , this child is not a simple case " - Katherine the social worker spoke up in clear dislike " he can not just be released into a hands of a man who never had
a child before and has absolutely no qualification to deal with a child with these behavioral problems "
“I m sorry so my lack of parental experience should be compensated by locking him up in a closed facility where you send teenagers who murdered people ?”
“Alright alright that’s enough ! " the judge spoke up " I want order in my court room . God what a mess this is ! Alright alright let it be . I will allow a probation period
. But if he gets into anymore trouble with the law it is straight detention ! "
" I find that very reasonable your honor . Thank you " Chris smiled at the judge as he sat back down next to Theo who buried his head in his hands.
" well I don’t find this reasonable at all ! - Kathrine spoke up angrily -” he has been moved through 2 homes and 3 foster families and a detention center ! How exactly
do you think you could control him ?! “- then with a smirk she added - " have you even changed a diaper in your life mr Reynolds ? Because in case you haven’t
noticed that is 1 more thing your son can not control "
Chris felt his temper rise as he saw his sons face turning from pale to beet red. It wasn’t hard to tell he was indeed wearing” protection” . But clearly announcing that
out loud made him increadbly uncomfortable .
" I will assure you ms Jenkins I have handled a lot worse serving in a war.” Chris said in a measured voice
"that is enough ! I m releasing Christian Patrick West to your custody . I want social services to reevaluate this arrangengment in a month I m sure you can handle
that ms Jenkins with your superiors . Well good luck . Court adjourned ! "
"do you have any idea what you have just done ?! "- Theo asked in an angry whisper. “This could ruin your entire carrier !”
“Shut up Theo for real " Chris wishpered back as he made his way towards Katherine and his son .
There was something about those brown eyes he couldn’t quite make out . He seen it before overseas , fear . The child was clearly scared .
Katrine looked clearly angry. She didn’t seem to like him since the moment he wanted to get visitation rights.
“Alright well I m all ears please do tell me how to proceed . " Chris said though politely but his glance which caught hers was rather self assured .
Christian or Tee as every1 called him stood next to them rather uncomfortable . Uncomfortable for several reasons . He was going to have to go and stay with a man
he didn’t really know but his size and strength predicted nothing good from his experience . Secondly he had to stand by and listen to his social worker go into
embarrassing details of his problems. 1 of which he was experiencing on his own skin . The cloth diapers he was wearing were soaked by now uncomfortably cold too
as they clung to his skin .
Chris stood and pretended to patiently listen to the seemingly endless list of behavioral problems out of which bed wetting lying shoplifting were only a few to mention
but hard to really believe when looking down at the child infront of him . He hasn’t entered the rapid have of puberty yet based on his height . He seemed much more
like a child than a teenager.
" Alright then Wednesday after school we will be at the family sevices center” Chris sealed the conversation smiling . Katherine shook his hand unwillingly .
" let’s go then” - Chris turned to Tee laying 1 hand over his shoulder strearing him out of the court house towards the parking lot . As he touched him he felt him
Tee was surprised by the tone. Chris’s voice was pleasant as if this would be normal . No one used that tone with him. Not without that strange gleam in the eyes
before the belt hit him or something even worse. But when he glanced up quickly Chris’s eyes looked though a bit warn out but no sign of malice.
Car ride Sunday later
Tee was hunched up on the back seat Chris occasionally glanced back and the feeling of a new unknown pain hit him every time he did . What could have that kid been
put through to be desperate enough to steal and set out on his own to find his mother . How heartless can a mother be to call the cops on her own child ? Did he really
misjudge characters so badly ? For a moment he got worried . He was sure Patricia was his first real love but now it seemed evident she never loved him if she had
how could she treat his child like that . But if he was so wrong judging her and his fathers family for so long could he possibly be wrong about Tee? Maybe the reports
are correct and he only seems lost hurt and innocent ?
- so now what is the plan ? - Theo asked rather cynically starring straight ahead from the passenger seat and though he didn’t look at him Chris felt his anger
Chris glanced to the backseat and though saw no reaction from Tee but he was sure he was listening to every word .
- well getting late so I guess we could pretty much call it a night - Theo snorted in anger but Chris wouldn’t let that interrupt him - I guess pizza will do for dinner ? - no
one seemed to answer so he went on - alright then pizza it is . But first I think we will have to make a stop
as the car stopped the sign medical supply store seemed to twinkle in bright yellow like the starts in the sky .
For a minute none of them moved . Chris and Theo exchanged glances . Theos seemed to say well this was your brilliant idea then go figure it out . Chris took a deep
breath before slowly turning to the back seat
- I don’t suppose you know what size you … Need
Tee didn’t look up just shook his head in defeat . He knew what was coming next . He lived through the humiliation of “supply” shopping with his previous families .
Though it was done by the women he didn’t think the next 10 minutes to even over an hour would be any less humiliating than it was then . Especially since now he was
a teenager rather than a child .
Chris held on the strearing wheel trying to plan his next move . Diapers weren’t exactly his thing . Won’t be the first time he had to change one, he was a loving uncle
willing to babysit occasionally but even with his twin nieces he never dealt with something larger than an infant . But based on Katherine’s description changing
diapers will be his task . He had to admit he wasn’t quite sure of the reason . The age itself would have qualified for self diapering . Or that just wasn’t a thing ? He will
definetly have some googling to do …
He shot one glance to the backseat - alright I will be back .
Tee didn’t move. Didn’t even unbuckle his seatbelt as if trying to put off the inevitable. He heard the radio channel being changed but no opening of the backseat door
. He looked up puzzled . Chris was not in the car or near the car . He must have gone into the shop . The sign was clear he was sure he was even in this particular one
before more than once even . Yes the first time was 2 years ago . When his last foster family took him . He clearly remembered the sign it was shining bright yellow
even though it was bright daylight . He took a sharp breath as the memories washed over him . Maybe that was the moment he started to realize that family won’t love
him for real either .
He remembered the condicending smirk look of the sales lady Jane or Janine was her name ?
He remembered begging Martha his foster mother not to make him go . He promised he would work harder not to wet the bed. But she said his 1 week was up , he
lived with them for a full week now and he couldn’t keep his bed dry .
- get out of the car ! I don’t have time for your whining ! I told you 1 week I even gave you an extra night you are making me regret not giving you the belt this
morning ! - Martha made no effort to keep her voice down in the parking lot .
He got out of the car not daring to anger her more . His foster father Terry’s belt marks were still prominent on his body from a couple of mornings ago . He knew he
best avoid any extra punishment he still couldn’t lean back in the car from the last belting .
The sales lady was smirking the moment they entered as if she knew or sensed before she was told , Martha had no intentions of being discrete about the purpose of
their visit .
- what can I help you with ?
- well my foster son - it hurt him even then to hear the emphasis that he wasn’t her real son - can’t seem to keep his bed dry , they warned me about that at the home
but I was too naive to listen . Well too late now. So we will be needing diapers . And cheap ones . I m not spending a penny more than I ought to !
- very well ma’am follow me I can show you what options we have
of course each was worse than the other and the deliberation took what seemed to him as forever till Martha settled for clothes ones since those could be reused .
- and making him wash them will teach him a good lesson about how much work they are - the sales woman put in
- what a brilliant idea - Martha agreed delighted
- now you will of course need plastic pants to go with it to keep the bed dry . These are quite reasonable priced . What color would you like ? - she held up a pink
ruffled 1 up teasingly but Martha’s choice was just as humiliating
- how about that yellow one ? Pee color isn’t it ? - she added laughing
and just when he thought things couldn’t get any worse …
- do you know how to use them ?
- actually with my children I used disposables but that was years ago . They are properly potty trained - Martha gave him a stern look
- I will be more than happy to show you if you like. Does he have any daytime accidents too ?
- well so far only twice but who knows
- in that case perfect ! Keep him in diapers until he learns to keep them dry ! Here follow me and I will show you how to put them on
he felt his cheeks go hot red just remembering a complete stranger stripping him and demonstrating how to put on his new diapers . It felt like it was real at that
moment though he knew he was 11 then but he was sure that having Chris change his diapers won’t be more pleasant . He got somewhat stronger in the past 2 years
but he was no match to Chris . Even if he didn’t use his belt .
his thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the trunk being slammed he realized that Chris has returned to the car . What items he purchased ? He couldn’t tell but
he was sure it won’t take long for him to see first hand .
- whats with all the bags ? Did you empty the whole store ? - Theo asked but Chris just rolled his eyes and started up the car .
The car slowed down near complete stop . Tee looked out to get a quick glance before the car pulled into the closed underground parking lot at the exclusive buildings
he heard about before from his well off Show off classmates Only well do people lived here . Not the type he ever lived in before .
Chris opened the door of the backseat. Though tee was very uncomfortable sitting in a cold and wet diaper not to mention the plastic pants , he wasn’t in a hurry to get
out and see what humiliation was in store for him now.
- come on let’s go it’s getting late plus you must be hungry - Chris said as he ushered him out of the car towards the elevator .
His voice was still calm , reassuring even . But looking at the 4 bags he held in his hand plus the black garbage bag that held his belongings didn’t predict a bright
The elevator reached the top floor as they stepped out into the lobby . Entering the flat tee had to admit he only seen these type of flats on tv and didn’t think they
existed in real life . But the same was true about loving parents . Things you only see in shows .
He stood uncertain in the living room hearing Chris and Theo exchange words in the kitchen but he was too busy staring to take in the words .
- come on - he only realized Chris was talking to him when he felt a slight nudge on his shoulder - what sort of pizza do you want ?
Tee was too surprised to even answer so Chris settled it on Hawaii which he told Theo to order while he gets him settled .
he slowly followed Chris into a bedroom . It wasn’t meant for a child . Instead of a single bed and a desk it held a double bed and a regular table but it still seemed like
the most spectacular bed room he ever seen . And it had its own bathroom to go with it .
- ok it’s getting late the pizza will be here in about 30 min let’s … Let’s get you showered and ready for bed ?
Though he sounded as if asking tee knew he was in no position to answer .
Chris started running a bath adding quite a lot of soap into the water creating a white layer of bubbles .
Chris sat down at the edge of the tub signaling him to walk over .
Tee hung his head as he felt his pants being pulled down .
- step out , good well done
he barely heard Chris’s voice he was trying so hard to turn off his mind . He felt the wet diapers removed but instead of the sink or even the bath Chris simply throwed
the cloth diapers in the trash bag . This move surprised him . He had to use the same ones till they ripped . And then it was back to the store for more . Was Chris
planning to make that trip so often …? But he didn’t make him go in today …
His thoughts were interrupted by Chris
- hey are you listening to me here ? Can you take a bath by yourself or not ?
Once again not a question he was used to . No one ever gave him a choice like that . He nodded .
Chris bent his head to meet his gaze
- you are sure …?
- yeah - he managed in a dry voice
- this way is the warm water be careful not to turn it all the way or it could be very hot . The opposite is the cold water . If u push it down it closes the tap ok ? And this
is the shampoo
He only nodedd but now he dared to look up at least .
- alright then take a bath and wash your hair . I will be outside if you need something ok ?
This never happened before . The bathroom was off limits for him . He was either given a cold shower or forced to endure a scalding hot bath with a brush making his
skin red .
Sitting in a bathtub alone taking his own bath like a normal 13 years old . He could almost believe he was normal . He sat in the tub in a large comfortable bathroom
where there were no signs of diapers or other infantile items . He knew that no matter how much he wishes it won’t last .
For now he tried to enjoy it . Even more that his bladder was unfomfortably full but wetting his already wet diapers would only end in a disaster . But sitting alone in
the warm water gave him the perfect option to relieve himself without being caught .
He wished he could stay in the tub and never have to get out but he feared that if he took too long Chris would lose his patience .
Wrapped in the fluffy white towel he stepped out into the room but found no one . He timidly made his way out to the living room .
Chris and Theo were sitting on the couch each holding a glass though he wasn’t familiar with the types he could tell it was some sort of alcohol . Another bad sign .
alcohol never predicted any good . Only more and harder slaps .
- all done ? - Chris looked up
- great let’s find you something to sleep in then till we will get you some stuff can’ say that the stuff in the garbage bag are packed right cause that is exactly where
those belong . In the garbage . And that will the pizza Theo get that will you ?
Tee followed Chris back into the room now noticing that by the bed various packages been layed down and also what seemed as a t shirt quite a few sizes bigger than
Chris turned on the bedside lamp and bent down to examine the packages he layed beside the bed.
Tee stood behind him slightly shivering . It wasn’t cold in the room at all despite it being quite winter like outside besides he was used to cold. Who would waste
heating on him ?
- hopefully this size will fit you if not there are a couple more here so it will be a bit of miss and hit . Hold on I will get a towel. - Chris said turning to the bathroom
Tee eyed the items on the bed . It was a white diaper but not the type he was used to. It was a disposable one he hadn’t used for years. When he was still small enough
to fit into the toddler size. Plus looking at the package he recognized it as a “premium” as the sales woman put. "Worth their money but they will sure cost you a hell
lot " not the cheap alternative she showed them for sale what she said wouldn’t last a night and keep the bed dry.
Lasting a night was a hard thing . Lasting a night meant staying dry from 7-8 pm till 7 am . He had no option to sneak off to a bathroom since the door of his room was
shut steal and his bladder had no capacity to hold back for 12 hours at a time .
His trail of thoughts were again interrupted as Chris gently nudged him aside as he layed another big fluffy towel down on the bed.
- you can’t quite do this on your own right ? - Chris was trying hard to choose his words to be as casual as possible and embarras tee as little as possible .
Tee shook his head . He never quite got the chance to try but he knew well if he tried and failed doing it right he would be paying the price .
- alright then lay down on your back on towel alright ? I can’t say I m an expert in this but we will figure it out . Can’t be rocket science right ? - Chris voice was calm ,
Tee did as he was told . He was certain no matter how calm Chris seemed to be it will not be a pleasant experience that awaits him . Diaper changes were done roughly
not gently and were a great opputurnity to humiliate him and or punish him for acting like a brat. The only changes he recalled that were near pleasant were done by
his second foster mother . Gladys . She never let him call her aunt Gladys or even by her last name . It had to be mommy . If not he got the brush till his backside was
bright red. It didn’t matter he knew he had a mom who left him when he was an infant . She was an almost elderly woman who wasn’t eligible to adopt or foster a baby so she made due with what she got. And the fact he was school aged didn’t matter to her . At first he was happy , well minus having to call her mommy he was never ok with that part . But she seemed kind and warm . He liked her fussing around him . No one ever did. But quickly he realized she was fussing too much and refused to acknowledge that he could dress himself or feed himself . She seemed to have made up her mind to keep him and treat him as a baby, toddler at most. Checking and
changing his diapers as she decided wherever and whenever . No matter who was near by. Till one day 1 of the neighbors actually called social services …
tee winced as he felt something slightly cold being rubbed into his skin , though he knew he shouldn’t he instinctively lifted his head to see.
- sorry is the cream cold ? - Chris asked as he saw tee squirm uncomfortably - I’m sorry , I didn’t realize it was that cold though it makes sense it’s meant to soothe
your skin . - Chris saw the angry red rash marks on his diaper area . Diaper rash he assumed . Made sense God knows how long he spent in that damp diaper besides
with cloth diapers there was also the extra irration of the washing liquid if not bleach as he read somewhere was a new trend to remove all bacteria .
Tee felt the diaper being slid underneath him and the front being pulled over his sensitive private parts fastened tight but not too tight .
Chris ran his hands quickly on the sides to make sure he fastened the diaper well enough but that it wouldn’t be too tight .
- ok you are done sit up
Chris handed him a shirt which was quite big for him but smelled of a clean smell unlike most of his own clothes .
- I didn’t find anything in your bag that would be quilified as pj unless it’s something that doesn’t seem your size
he was right it was at least a size and a half too small . Not that it mattered to anyone until now .
- I thought this would be more comfortable for you to sleep in at least till we buy you pj and clothes and stuff . Put it on and lets go have some pizza ok ? It’s getting
late and after the weekend you had you should be in bed .
tee pulled the shirt over his head and as he got up he realized this diaper felt quite different from the ones he was used to. They felt softer and not quite so bulky
though they were thick . Then he realized - he wasn’t wearing his hated plastic pants . They stuck to his skin and cut in on his skin . He halted did Chris simply forgot
or he never meant to …?
- is something wrong ?is it Too tight ? - Chris asked as he saw tee stop uncertainly
tee shook his head not for all he was worth could he bring himself to say the words plastic pants out loud . Though Martha made him ask for them just to humiliate
He followed Chris to the kitchen where on the kitchen island 3 plates were set up with the pizza boxes laying in the middle .
- let’s eat then shall we ? - Chris spoke up laying a glass of water infront of tee and laying a slice of pizza on his plate .
While chris and Theo were deep in conversation about things he had no idea about tee was completely consumed by eating his pizza which was much better than any
he had before and drinking water ! He was never allowed to drink after 5 pm 6 is he was really lucky . That was meant to help him stay dry. Of course that never did
only made him suffer from thirst most of the night .
Once the the food was gone and the conversation slowly seemed to stop Chris suggested it would be time for bed .
-Theo you have an early flight back to LA don’t you ?
- yep some1 has to work
- alright then let’s call this a night then .
Chris walked tee back to his room . Tee was a bit uncertain he never slept in a double before . Heck lately he hasn’t even slept in a bed only on a used mattress on the
floor "because he didn’t deserved nice things he would only ruin them "
chris folded the blanket back allowing tee to lay comfortably before tucking him in .
- if you need anything my room is right on the other side of the living room okay ?
Tee nodded but he knew waking an adult up was a deadly sin he didn’t want to risk .
After chris left his room he slowly turned to his side and crawled up in fetal position . He was trying to stop himself from panicking . Overall for now it wasn’t so bad .
He got a warm dinner , mostly he was lucky to get any dinner at all . He was laying in a nice clean and comfortable bed and for now Chris didn’t find a reason to punish
him . The pain from his latest punishment was almost gone so for a chance he was able to lay comfortably . Eventually though he was fighting back his tears he fell
As tee woke up he felt slightly confused , the setting didn’t seem familiar but slowly he remembered the day before . He wasn’t sure what the time was but beams of
sunlight found their way into the room between the curtains .
He didn’t feel the usual unfomfortable wetness and he did feel his bladder feeling a bit full and for a moment he thought he actually managed to stay dry till he realized
the diaper felt different than it did last night . More spongy and bulky . Yes it was wet . But unlike the cloth diapers this kept the wetness away from his skin. It was
much less unfomfortable than the usual stinging wetness he woke up to.
He was debating what to do. He wasn’t sure if he was allowed to get up Gladys resulted in locking him in a crib and at his last family the door was locked so he couldn’t
get out anyway . Maybe this door is locked too. He was tempted to check but his bladder tempted him more to slip into the bathroom . He considered . The door was
clearly open . But he would have to remove his diaper and he is unlikely to be able to put it back on without Chris catching him . He was tempted but didn’t want to risk
giving a fine reason for a punishment .
He resigned to his faith and layed on his back starting to empty his bladder into his diaper . He just started to feel the warm stream flood his private parts when Chris
walked in the room .
- good morning ? Did you sleep well ? - he asked with a smile
Tee tried to stop the flow but it was pointless. He wasn’t sure wether Chris was able to tell he was wetting himself right there infront of his eyes. Of course that has
happened more times than he ever could have counted . His foster families , classmates , teachers and even strangers . But he was yet to know the reaction to it from
- how did you sleep then ? - he was so distracted peeing his diaper and trying to hide it he didn’t even realize he forgot to answer the question . That’s not a good thing
to do . Adults take that as an insult and thought Chris was already fully dressed with a shiny leather belt fastened around his waist tee knew that taking that off takes
only seconds . He tried to collect himself enough to manage an answer .
- yeah it was fine
- well I thought you could use a bit of extra sleep . It’s passed 9 so hopefully you made up for some of the lost sleep of the weekend .
Passed 9 then he was late for school … He hoped finding his mom would mean he would never have to go back to that school but … He couldn’t even bring himself to
think of that .
Chris as if he read his mind - today you can stay off school . Not that we are going to make a habit of that - he raised his eye brows with a stern look tee turned pink in
the face but he thanked God that Chris was lecturing him at least this gave him enough time to empty his bladder . - but we need to get things in order - Chris went on -
we need to get you clothes probably a new school bag and perhaps a hair cut . But first thing first , breakfast .
Tee nodded . He started to get out of bed towards the door when he saw Chris open the curtains .
- hold on let’s get you cleaned up first .
Chris assured him back to the bed where the towel was still layed out from the previous night . This time he unlike last night however he didn’t bother to close the
bedroom door .
Tee layed down on the towel nervously glancing toward the open door . Chris picked up a few items while following tees glance .
- you have nothing to worry about its just us . Theo left early this morning . Alright take off the shirt first and then lay back
tee heard the diapers tapes open and felt the now quite soaked diaper being pulled out from under him . He jerked as he felt something cold touch his penis .
- hi hi easy lay still. Urine is very irritating for the skin so I need to clean it well so you want get a rash . Well actually so that the rash you already have will heal faster
- sorry - tee mumbled as he winced again . He felt like instead of getting dry it was getting him wetter . No surprises there since he was throughly wiped with wet wipes
. He still wasn’t used to anyone paying so much attention to his diaper area . Well not since Gladys anyway . Martha used to change him quickly very rarely cleaning
him and even that was done with a wet cloth or sponge . Gladys used to take a long time to clean him up . Too long probably . Commenting on how wet he was or how
messy he was . At home if it was just the two of them he minded it less . But when her friends where there or it was in a public bathroom he wanted nothing but a quick
end to his babying .
Once the rash cream was applied Chris pulled the front of his diaper up and taped the diaper into place .
- well these were the only clothes I could find that could fit for now so put these on and well we will replace them soon . So what do you want for breakfast then ?
Tee still felt strange this diaper felt even stranger than the one he had on last night . It felt less thick . As he got up he realized this was a different package . The one
opened last night had stars on it indicating night time use . He never thought Chris would bother with different types . So far everyone preferred the thick type.
He sat at the kitchen island eating a sandwich and drinking orange juice . He wondered when was the last time he had dinner and a full breakfast within 24 hours .
Chris who was just drinking coffee was tapping along his computer . Tee didn’t think much of it and never would have guessed that Chris was googling things like how
to change an incontinent in a public restroom , how often to check a diaper or best remedies for diaper rash .
- alright if you are all done then go put on your shoes and jacket I will get a few things and we can get going ok ?
Tee nodded he went to tie the laces of his warn out trainers and put on his jacket . He wasn’t exactly excited . Not just being a teenage boy who isn’t excited about
clothes , all of the " clothes shopping " he did so far was either second hand / charity stores or for babyish items . He could only hope it would be the first option rather
than the latter .
Meanwhile Chris took his file bag but instead of files he put in the diapers and other supplies he knew he will have to use in the next few hours .
tee got out of the car looking around . They stopped at the back parking lot of a building . He followed Chris quite uncertainly as they entered the store . On the inside
it looked much fancier than outside .
- mr Reynolds ! Hello I m Magen smith I m the manager it is such an honor to have you shop here please how may we assist you ?
Tee realized ! This was no second hand store or charity give away where his clothes came from . This was an actual shop where they sold brand new things . He was
basically gawking, but no this can’t be for him . Chris must be shopping for something for himself . Yes that’s must be it .
- actually - Chris put both his hands on tees shoulders - we need a whole new wardrobe for him so after you Megan right
- yes it’s is I mean please follow me I will show you our teenager section
tee couldn’t believe it , brand new clothes and from the teenager section . He was too stunned to even voice his opinion regarding the items he would be trying on . To
his shock was added the question itself . Till now the only questions that seemed relevant were the size ( more or less anyway ) and the price no one ever bothered to
ask what he liked or felt comfortable in .
1 of the changing rooms was filled with clothes for him to try on . Stepping in and starting to try things on he got worried . Taking off his pants meant revealing his
diaper . It was never kept a secret in the other shops but he already felt like a beggar walking in in his very overused clothes revealing his diaper would be totally
humiliating . Luckily for him Chris chose styles that hid his extra buldge well .
The only difficult part came when he had to choose which ones he liked . He never really liked any of his clothes but this was hard . He kept going back to a dark gray
shirt and jeans .
Chris sighed - ok I got that this is your favorite we will put them aside and you can wear them once we are done but we need to decide which out of these - pointing to a
big pile of clothes - you liked and were comfortable .
- they were comfortable
- all of them ?
- yeah just not those with the many bottuns
-but everything that we put in that pile was good ? Ok then we just need socks and we can move on to shoes . Oh and a coat . The jacket you have isn’t warm enough
as it is now come to think of it Megan could you bring some socks jackets and hats and scarves before we go to the shoe section ?
Tee was in a total daze about 3 hours after walking into the shop he had a whole new everything . Shoes socks shirts pants pjs coats ( in plural he never had more than
1 pair of shoes or one coat) the only thing missing were underwear but of course those were garments he didn’t actually need .
And the sales ladies were treating him so differently ! Not one mean or condescending remark , they offered him juice . He was actually having a nice time .
Well he was until the moment he felt his bladder itch … He knew that there was no point in trying to hold back as he will have no alternative but use his diaper , and
since they were in public he would either have to remain in his wet diaper or hope Chris takes mercy on him and changes him somewhere out of the public eye . He
didn’t really dare to hope that since the usual diaper bag was missing and he worried having to change a diaper will ruin his good mood . He tried to relax himself
enough to let his bladder fload his diaper when the stream finally started he realized Chris was talking to the sales lady but his eyes were on him so this time for sure
Chris knew he just wet his diaper .
Chris was wondering if tee only realized he was wetting while it was already happening or he felt the need so close to the event itself it wouldn’t be enough to prevent
an accident . Because looking at his face he was certain he was having an accident in his pants .
As Chris signed the credit card bill and tipped the sales ladies he added as casually as he could - and you should change speaking of that would it be possible to use
the staff restroom while we are here ?
- of course I will get the keys , but he can change back in the changing room . - I don’t want to take up more of your time and shut down the changing rooms and well as I discussed with you over the phone I m trying to keep a low profile so the
less costumers I run into …
- of course of course here are the keys
- thank you I will bring them back before you know it
- please take your time
Tee followed Chris through a black door saying staff only . Chris unlocked the door which klicked shut behind them.
There were 3 doors Chris chose the family signed one and signaled tee to get in .
Tee looked around . The tiolet area seemed huge . Besides an actual toilet there seemed to be an area meant for diaper changes . He felt confused . How would Chris
be able to change him without a diaper…? Unless he just wanted to give him bigger space to change his clothes .
- let’s get you changed - Chris started to remove his pants. Tee looked uncertain he wasn’t sure wether Chris meant changing his diaper or his clothes . But he allowed
him to try on the clothes by himself ! Or was that just because other people were around …?
After removing his shoes socks and pants Chris told him to hop on the changing table now without anything to cover him up it was clear he wet his diaper. He slightly blushed remembering seeing Chris watching as he wet himself . He tried to get up on
the changing table but missed for the first time .
- come here - chris layed out the items he removed from his bag on the changing table and gently lifted him up and sat him on the table . Though he did nothing to hurt
him it reminded tee how much stronger he is and no matter how fun and light things seem to be he ought to watch his steps if he doesn’t want that strength used
against him .
Tee did as he was told and staring up at the ceiling he remembered all the humiliating diaper changes he been through in public restrooms. By far most cases it was
done by Gladys and most certainly not privately behind shut doors but in the middle of the ladies room where he was openly seen by any1 passing by . He remembered
little girls smaller than him laughing at him and pointing - mommy how come he has to be changed like a baby ? Ew did he really poop himself -. And if that wasn’t
enough Gladys never missed to comment on his state out loud almost as if she was trying to get as much attention as she could.
- lift up come on lift up a little - tee realized once again he didn’t pay attention to Chris who had to repeat his instructions . He had to start paying attention ,
daydreaming and not doing as he told will bring him closer to his next punishment .
He felt Chris pulling the wet diaper out of underneath him after he rolled up his shirt , and sliding the new dry unfolded diaper under him . He tried not to wince as the
cold wipes reached his sensitive private parts and by now the slight rubbing of the cream even started to feel pleasant . As Chris taped up his diaper he helped him to
sit up .
- all your clothes have the tags removed just put them on I will go to the men’s room and wait for you outside ok ? Can you get off ?
- give me your old shirt and … Alright get dressed see you in a bit . Don’t take too long ok ?
While in the men’s room Chris couldn’t stop himself wondering how did tee ever become diaper dependent . He read through some of the things his social worker gave
him and besides constant but flancuating bed wetting it did say he was tiolet trained… And he did seem clearly aware of wetting his diaper . Possibly only when he was
already wetting . Still it might be possible to teach him how to use pullups by himself . Would make life easier . Unless he can’t be trusted changing himself … He was
debating how to bring it up but he felt it was too early for that .
Leaving the store tee caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror of the elevator he looked nothing like himself ! He couldn’t help smiling at his reflection, Chris smiled
- are you getting hungry ? How about getting some lunch ?
tee never been to a proper restaurant before . Once or twice he been to a fast food place but nothing like this . He was getting a bit worried , eating neatly with a fork
and knife wasn’t his strong side. He didn’t want to ruin his new clothes and make Chris mad.
Tee looked at the menu but he was mostly reading words that had no meaning for him. He was lost .
- hi are you ready to order ?
-hi yes I would like the spicy bbq fajitas and - Chris glanced over to tee seeing the desperation on his face - actually could you gives us another 2 min ?
- of course I will be back
- what sort of food do you like to eat ?
Tee didn’t know what to say. The choice he was usually given was eating whatever he got or going hungry . What he liked to eat he never gave too much thought to
that . No point in dreaming about things you can’t have .
- I don’t know - tee stammered awkwardly
- amm lets see , chicken ? Or fish ? Hamburger ?
Tee tried to relax once the orders were taken . But he wasn’t used to making conversation with an adult . Or with anyone actually . And since the conversation mostly
revolved around school he was even less thrilled . He hated school . Or more precisely he felt like the entire school hated him . His school mates made fun of him
constantly adding to that his now ex foster brothers attended the same school everyone knew every last embarrassing detail of his life . The teachers turned a blind
eye he wasn’t sure wether because they enjoyed him being humiliated and knew there will be no one demanding answers or because they simply didn’t care .
He was releived when the food arrived but got nervous again when it to came to cutting it up . Chris noticed tee was holding his utensils in an odd way but he couldn’t
figure out what it was that bothered him , he wasn’t simply clumsy but he couldn’t define it .
- here - Chris reached over the other side of the table and picked another napkin and tucked in tees neck - here take yours put it on your lap and just eat with your
though they were sitting in a booth tee glanced around nervously .
- don’t worry about it just eat .
After they finished eating while tee was finishing his desert something he again thought was only something you get in holidays or birthdays . When Chris asked for
the bill . He debated wether he should try to check if tee needs a change or simply ask .
The waitress returned the card , Chris smilingly added the tip . As he put his wallet away he decided to give trust a try. He had to know if he could be trusted and it
seemed a lot easier to simply ask than the hussle of a diaper check without
- we should get going , we still got 2 more places at least to cover. - he stopped not quite certain how to ask the question he wanted to ask , did you pee your diaper ?
Sounds too direct. Did you wet yourself ? Too cold . Did you go potty ? Well if he would this whole thing wouldn’t be a question - do you need to be changed ? - he
asked in a low voice though saying it “out loud” made that sound a lot worse than it did in his head . Man why is this so hard ?!
Tee shook his head . Chris wasn’t sure if he really believed that answer .
- are you sure ? We have 2 more places to go
- yeah - tee was telling the truth . His diaper was dry . He did feel the itch in his bladder but that wasn’t the answer Chris was looking for. Or so he thought at least
Chris started to wish he would have checked for himself rather than ask but he decided to give him the benefit of the doubt and if he catches him in a lie he will
confront him . Like parents should . God how to do that right needs to go on the googling list …
- let’s go then , here put on your coat
while shopping for school supplies tee felt his need to relieve himself get more unfomfortable . This was 1 of the most hated parts for him . Well he pretty much hated
the whole thing . Having to go in a diaper like a toddler , feeling like everyone knows what is happening in his pants , spending an unknown amount of time in a wet or
messy diaper completely at the mercy of others , being changed like a baby. He hated to debate what is worse the urge to relieve himself or being left in his own stew
for a time frame he wasn’t clear with in most cases causing or worsening his rash. Another thing that worried him is that once when he was changed in school ,
something he tried avoiding as much as he could , his plastic pants which were barely fitting got torned and he had to do with the cheap diapers the nurse had ending
up wetting his pants through the diaper . The nurse said it was his fault for not having his plastic pants . He feared that sort of humiliation again . Having a wet diaper
was bad enough but wet pants and diaper ? That was too much . It didn’t seemed so bad when he wet in the morning at the store but now he was worried he would pee
more . He was scared if he waited too long when he couldn’t hold it anymore which he felt wasn’t too far he would get everything wet . He crutched down pretending to
look at notebooks while trying to get started he barely tried to relax and he felt a warm stream massively floading his diaper. Luckily the diaper though got more
bulcky didn’t seem to let anything out he was tempted to feel his pants to make sure but he was worried he would get unwanted attention . It seemed like no one
noticed anything .
Luckily his haircut didn’t take long . In the car ride home he was feeling unfomfortable though the usual wetness feeling was absent some level of stinging was present
and now the diaper felt much more voluminous than before . Not to mention the slight need to empty his bladder again .
- I think we got pretty much everything . Well for the first round anyway . - Chris glanced over to tee sitting in the seat next to him . He was certain that by now he had
wet himself . - you should organize your new backpack and notebooks for tomorrow . After that you can watch some tv if like . - Chris deliberately kept his eyes on the
road and not looking at tee as he asked - do you need to be changed ? - he really needed to rephrase that
- yes - tee said in a low voice
chris was surprised he was expecting him to deny it or wasn’t he ? He knew there was no way he was stil dry but did he admit it only because he knew he would be
checked or he was telling the truth the first time he asked .
- okay we are almost home will get you cleaned it soon - Chris softened his voice
the rest of the day was pretty uneventful . Tee spent most of the evening on the couch watching tv while Chris was trying his best to crash course himself on how best
to deal with an incontinent child . The problem was he wasn’t sure which group tee would fit into .
During dinner Chris asked him about next day’s schedule - so you get off at 14:45 right ?
- ok I will be waiting at the school then . One more thing though the school nurse is in charge of changing … right ? So she knows
tee nodded but neglected to add that all of the school knows or how much he hates going to the nurse .
- alright then go when you have breaks ok ? It will help your rash to clear up faster
tee was anything but happy about having to think about school . But he knew that Chris’s suggestion wasn’t a mere suggestion but an order . But going to school in
new clothes with a new backpack might help to get his classmates off his back .