While mommy was finishing the dishes, Susy felt the growing pressure in her guts. She realized she would have to poop soon and the only option is using the diaper. She wasn’t able to stand up or remove the diaper and she wasn’t supposed to ask her mommy. She instinctively pushed and the rear of her diaper expanded. Her bladder also voided itself.
“We can go for a walk outside; it’s a sunny day and I know you like walks,” mommy finished the dishes and turned to Susy. “As soon as I change you, we can leave.”
Susy tried to guess the appropriate response. A disabled child wouldn’t mind a messy diaper and she stayed calm; she smiled only. Mommy smiled back and kissed her forehead:
“Sweetheart, smile at me as often as you want to. This is a big encouragement for your mom.”
Their eyes met and this time mommy realized the non-void look of her daughter. However she wasn’t able to accept it. Susy’s eyes followed her and she diverted her look:
“Susy, do you understand what I’m saying? Is it an illusion only that your look changed?” she was talking but looking away from Susy.
Susy got amused and grinned while her mom couldn’t see her and she realized that her task would be more difficult than she expected. Maybe she should plan the first tiny step just like a small baby would do.
Mommy composed herself and turned back to Susy: “Let’s get clean sweetheart.” she wheeled Susy to her room and put her onto the changing table. The cleaning took longer because of the mess and Susy kept looking away not to raise any suspicion. In either way her calm behavior was unusual; mommy was used to fussing and protests.
As soon as Susy was changed, her mom put her to the stroller and wheeled her out of the house. Now Susy could see the surroundings. They apparently lived in a family house in a suburb. The street was framed by two rows of houses and mom wheeled her to a small square with the church and several stores. She stopped and sat down on a bench. An older lady joined them:
“Good morning, Cassie. How’s our little Susy doing?”
“Thanks, Mrs. Coldwell. She surprised me today a lot.”
“She smiled at me for the first time and hugged me while I was holding her.”
“That’s a mystery. She never showed any sign of emotion up to now.”
Mrs. Coldwell leaned towards Susy and looked in her eyes. She instantly noticed the change but she also wasn’t sure what happened.
“Cassie, Susy doesn’t have her void look anymore. A major change has occurred.”
Cassie looked at her daughter and she noticed the same. Susy got confused. They revealed a change.
“Mrs. Coldwell, I don’t know what happened; it’s been a sudden change, overnight literally.”
“You should take her to a medical check.”
“I’ll do it but let’s have a prayer for her now,” Cassie stood up and headed towards the church, followed by Mrs. Coldwell.
Both women sat down on the church bench and Susy was sitting in the stroller next to them. Cassie started a prayer for her daughter and Mrs. Coldwell joined her. Susy listened to the prayer carefully and she felt a strong emotion to her new mother. She also remembered the last words of the mysterious voice:
‘Maybe you reconsider your worldview.’
All of sudden the mysterious voice spoke to her: “Are you about to reconsider it?”
Susy instinctively nodded and smiled. Neither of the women noticed it but she heard another response:
“Okay, I’ll help you but be careful not to hurt your new family. Take small steps only.”
Mrs. Coldwell and Cassie finished their prayers and stood up. At that moment Susy felt a pressure in her bladder; it got filled up quickly because of the cold air in the church. Seconds later she was peeing herself.
‘The steps really would be small,’ she told to herself silently. She didn’t have any control of her muscles. However she could speak and her mind was clear. Training the muscles would be slow but speaking and thinking was another issue. Susy needed an idea how to start.
Back on the square Cassie checked Susy’s diaper. Susy felt a bit embarrassed by the public diaper check but she was able to control herself. After that mommy pulled out a baby bottle and offered it to her daughter. Susy made an attempt to grab the bottle but her hands were clumsy. On the other hand, Cassie smiled at her and stroked her hair:
“My little one, I’m surprised by your behavior; maybe a miracle has happened.”
Susy realized that the advance was sufficient for the first day. Cassie considered even the slightest advance a miracle and Susy didn’t want her getting shocked.
When Susy finished her bottle, Cassie took her to a grocery store to purchase some food. Susy relaxed and dozed off for awhile; the morning was a challenge for her. She woke up when they arrived at home and Cassie started cooking.
At lunch Cassie fed Susy and she again was taken aback by her behavior; Susy kept looking at her, didn’t make any mess and her bib stayed clean; it was too difficult to pretend the disabled child in that way. Of course she wanted to eat up everything and looking at Cassie was instinctive.
After lunch Cassie took Susy back to her room: “Now it’s time for exercise; let’s check your diapee first,”
To her surprise Susy realized her diaper was heavy and wet; she had to pee during her nap. She really had a hard way ahead.
When Cassie changed the little girl, she put her onto the bed and started the exercise:
“Okay, let’s lift your left arm now,” Cassie grabbed Susy’s left arm but she felt the muscle tension; Susy instinctively did what Cassie told her. Cassie stared at her in utter shock:
“You … you understand me?”
This time Susy realized she made another mistake. Her reaction was instinctive and she revealed she understood exactly what Cassie told her. However she still didn’t want to shock the poor woman so she turned her head towards Cassie and smiled.
“Our Lord answered to my prayers,” tears appeared in Cassie’s eyes before she continued the exercise.
The exercise showed Susy her real condition but it was a great opportunity to train the weak muscles with Cassie’s help. She tried to cooperate as much as she was able to.
As Susy finished her exercise, Cassie put her back to the stroller and wheeled her to the living room:
“You like listening to music, sweetheart. I can play some CDs for you while I do the dishes and Ann and Charlie come back home.”
Susy spotted a big collection of CDs and she would like to listen to some classics but she didn’t want to shock Cassie even more and let her choose some child songs instead. When Cassie left, Susa felt a bit tired and her eyes closed for about half an hour when she heard the door opening and Charlie ran over to her. He hugged her and stroked her hair:
“Hi my little sis; I’m glad to be with you again,” Susy almost answered him but she decided to wait. He was the best choice for her plan but they needed to be alone.
“Ann, Charlie; a miracle has happened,” Cassie entered the living room “Our little Susy is able to understand me.”
Susy winked at Charlie and he winked back. He guessed that his sister was hiding a secret.