I figured I would take a stab at writing something since I really enjoyed lurking over the years here and on dd forums. This is a short story about 9.5k words. I wrote this over the course of two days just to see if I could do it. It isn’t great but it is the type of story that I really like. There is a sexual element to it but it is supposed to be just a fun light story. I would appreciate any feedback. I am pretty sure I am not going to write anything else on this but it was a fun exercise.
“Damnit” I yelled. “I don’t have time for this shit.” I was running late and I was pissed. I was supposed to meet Karen for dinner in 20 minutes and I was running late because the dryer was taking forever to unwrinkle my “wrinkle free” shirt. Finally after about 5 additional minutes my shirt was ready. I buttoned it up, tucked it in to my jeans and grabbed my keys. On the way out I texted Karen.
Me: Running 10 minutes late. Shirt took forever in the dryer
Karen: No problem baby. Maybe next time use this new invention called an iron.
Me: What is an iron!?! Sorry. Love you. See you in a few.
I arrived at the restaurant only about 10 minutes late. I parked the car in the lot and checked my pockets before walking to the restaurant. I confirmed my wallet was in back pocket, keys in left pocket, phone in right. I walked in to the restaurant and saw Karen seated at a table in the back. Smiling I walked over to the table.
“Hey babe” I said as Karen stood to give me a hug. “Hey!”, Karen responded. “I was wondering how late you would be.” “Your shirt looks nice though.” Karen proceeded to wrap her arms around me giving me a warm hug. “I know…I was running late from work and waned to look nice. Thanks for waiting” Karen released me from our hug, smiling, gave me a quick pat on the butt and said “No problem. Maybe I will make you pay for it later tonight” Smiling, I said “I was just 10 minutes late. Lets not get too crazy. Besides payback is a bitch” Karen smirked and sat down.
Karen and I met about 6 months ago and had been dating ever since. We met on the internet via Match.com We found out that we both had similar interests in working out, being outdoors, watching movies, alcohol and enjoyed nice food. We went out on our first date and ended up talking for a few hours. From there, it progressed as any normal relationship would. After dating for about a month, she invited me to her place for dinner. We enjoyed a lovely dinner and some drinks and sat down to watch a movie. That movie happened to be “50 Shades of Grey”. Her pick not mine. Karen kept eyeing me during the movie to see my reactions whenever there were any S&M scenes. Finally, after the movie we had another drink and she asked me:
Karen: “What did you think of the movie?”
Me: “It was all right.”
Karen: “All right!?! You sure seemed to enjoy watching it for someone who thinks it was just all right.”
Me: “You clearly picked that movie for a reason. So tell me…who do you identify the most with”
Karen: “Both of them. I enjoy aspects of both”
Me: ‘Really huh. Well then lets roleplay a little bit. Who do you want me to be? Christian and You Anastasia or vice versa’
Karen: “I will be Christian”
Me: “Yes mam”
Karen put her drink down and proceeded to come over to me. Taking her finger nail she proceeded to lighly run it from the top of my head to under my chin and peer in to my eyes.
Karen: “I want you to look me in the yes when I talk to you”
Karen: “Stand up”
I stood up while still maintaining eye contact.
Karen: “Follow me”
Karen proceeded to go in to the bedroom with me following. She went and sat on the bed and beckoned me to come over. Very gently she grabbed my hand and placed me over her lap and my hands behing my back.
Karen: "Now Todd. I am going to spank you. I am not really in to very hard spankings but if you wiggle too much or try to cover your butt you will end up in handcuffs. Also if at any point this is too much just say stop now and we quit playing
I think it is important to note that I was hard as a rock and clearly enjoying this. Karen proceeded to lightly spank me on the butt. I was incredibly turned on but also insecure about the position. She probably thought I was a freak or even worse, not a strong man. Therefore, after about two minutes of being spanked I attempted to move my arms to stand up.
Karen: “Last warning, I haven’t said you can get up mister.”
Me: “Ok. We had our fun. Lets just go back to the living room.”
Karen: “You can stop this at any moment you want”
Karen then reached in to her drawer and pulled out a pair of black stainless steel handcuffs.
Me: “You were serious about the handcuffs”
Karen: “Of course. Every girl needs to own a pair of handcuffs”
Karen then took my hands and put them back behind my back and attached them.
Karen: “There you go. Much better”
At that point the sense of helplessness was overwhelming. Karen then went to rub my back a bit and then proceeded to pull down my pants.
Karen: “Well someone is clearly enjoying themselves”.
Karen then put me back over her lap and spanked lightly a few more times.
Karen: “Get on the bed”
I stood up and hopped on the bed as best I could given my current circumstances. Karen took her skirt and blouse off and got on the bed. We started making out and she did things with her tongue that I didn’t know was possible. After about 20 minutes of foreplace she finally finished me off with some amazing intercourse. We both fell over in exhaustating and euphoria.
Me: “That was amazing”
Karen: “I am glad you liked it. I wasn’t sure you would go for it. I have been trying to figure out how to mention these desires without running you off”
Me: “No this is great. I really enjoy spanking and handcuffs so this is fantastic stuff”
Karen: “Anything else you’re in to that you want to share with me”
Me: “No this is about it.”
Dinner was pretty uneventful. I had steak and Karen had pasta. We had another drink and then decided to head back to my place.
We had an average dinner and went back to Todd’s apartment. We walked in, grabbed a drink and sat down on the couch.
Todd: “Anything specific you want to do”
Me: “Not really. Just been a long week. Movie and relax on the couch.”
Todd: “Sounds good”
Me: “You mind if I put on some of your sweats and a T-shirt”
Todd: “Remember our rule. You ask me dumb questions like that someone gets a spanking”
Me:: “ha. Can I also get a shirt”
Todd: “You want to end up in timeout also?”
In an effort to try new things, We had tried some other activites besides spanking to spice up the bedroom. Spanking was fun but if you do it every time it kind of gets old. So one night Todd and I were bickering a fair bit. We ended up working it out, but he spanked me a little harder that night than usual when we were having sex. I think he did that to let out a little frustration but it turned me on so much that I could tell he was still frustrated. So after he lets me up from his knee he grabbed my arm and walked me to the corner of the living room.
Todd: I think spending a little bit of time in timeout in the corner will do you some good.
My initial thought was WTF. I am not standing in the corner of your living room with my red butt hanging out on display. So I turned around to leave and WHAM.
Me. OUCH!! WTF was that. Did you just spank me with a spoon!?!
Todd: Turn back around and face the corner.
I then felt the shackle from MY handcuffs go around one of my wrist and the other end attach to the railing on the stairs.
Todd: “Relax. Just stand there for a bit.”.
I was about to get really pissed but I could tell he was turned on by this. I didn’t really understand it but I went along with it. I think I was in timeout for a grand total of 4 minutes but by the time Todd uncuffed me from the railing he was hard as a rock.
Todd: “Turn around and face me.”
I turned around and he attached the shackle that was connected to railing to my other hand with my hands facing in front. We then went to the bedroom where I had THE BEST ORAL SEX OF MY LIFE. No shit, I must of orgasmed like ten times. Even though he took my handcuffs out of my purse and timeout isnt’ really my thing it was worth it.
As I was searching around for a pair of sweats and the perfect shirt I noticed a trunk in the far corner of the closet. It looked like a traditional travel trunk with a lock attached to it.
Me: “Is this trunk new? I don’t recall ever seeing it”
Todd: “I have had it forever.”
Me: “What is in it?”
Todd: “Nothing. Just old stuff from high school and other various stuff”
Me: “Why do you have a lock on it?”
Todd: “I lost the key to it a while ago. One of these days I will figure out how to get the lock off”
I found my sweats and shirt, changed and went in to the living room.
Me: “What movie?”
Todd: “Don’t care. Whatever you want”
Me: I don’t care either. I just want to lay in your lap and veg out.
We watched some movie on Netflix that I can’t remember and I fell asleep in Todd’s lap. That was our Friday evening.
Dinner was pretty good. Karen seemed kind of tired after a hard week so we decided to go back to my place for an uneventful evening. We walked in to my apartment, grabbed some drinks while Karen went to change in to some sweats.
Karen: “Is this trunk new? I don’t recall ever seeing it”
Me: “I have had it forever.”
Karen: “What is in it?”
Me: “Nothing. Just old stuff from high school and other various stuff”
Oh Shit!!!. That trunk held stuff I didn’t want anyone else to see. I have this thing, I wouldn’t even call it a fetish per se, but I like to read stories about people in diapers and occassionally see videos as well. I wanted to see what it would be like to wear one myself so I ordered a case of diapers. The case came with 40 diapers so I had a lot left since I only tried it a few times. I found that I liked to put one on, usually before bedtime or when I knew I would be alone for a while and just hang out with it on. I never used them for their intended purpose but I did find it fun to see how long I could hold it with a diaper on before having to take it off and go to the bathroom. This is something that I rarely do and would NEVER tell anyone else about it…especially Karen.
Me: “Why do you have a lock on it?”
I have a lock on it for this exact reason. What happens if you are in my closet and for some reason start snooping around.
Todd: “I lost the key to it a while ago. One of these days I will figure out how to get the lock off” So I lied. I didn’t know what else to say. Karen, the reason I have a lock on it is because it has diapers in it, ones with teddy bears on it and looks like an overgrown baby diaper, and I like to wear them around the apartment when no is around. I also sometimes like to see how long I can go before I have to rip it off and run to the bathroom before I wet my pants.
Karen came back out in my sweats and shirt. We watched a movie on netflix while I rubbed her back and patted her butt. She loved it when I patted her butt. It would make her instantly fall asleep. Besides the least I could do for lying to her.
This was nice. It has been a long week and having a quick cocktail with Monica before going to see Todd was just what the doctor ordered.
Monica: So Karen, how long is it now that you have been with Todd.
Me:: 10 months now.
Monica: Wow. so things are pretty serious
Me: We are enjoying ourselves. If exclusive means serious then yea we are serious.
Monica: Well good. I like Todd. You seem happy and I am glad you found someone.
Me: Thanks Monica. Yea we are happy.
Monica: I bet you are! So spill it…You hint about it every now and then but how is he in the sack.
Me: Monica!!. I told you. We are VERY compatible in the bedroom.
Monica: I am glad. Don’t think I haven’t noticed those handcuffs in your purse
Me: WHAT!?! How did you know about those.
Monica: They make noise, we have been friends for years, and besides I looked in your purse a few months back when I needed a pen.
Me: I can’t believe you didn’t say anything.
Monica: You think you’re the only one who gets her freak on. Please.
Me: Really…What do you do that is freaky?
Monica: You first.
Me: Umm…ok. Well you know about the handcuffs. So we use those. We also like a little bit of spanking.
Monica: Really!?!. Are you the naughty girl or is he the naughty boy?
Me: Both. It is really about a 50/50 split.
Monica: And you or he just willingly allows himself to be spanked?
Me: Well that is one of the reasons I carry handcuffs with me
Monica: Ha. Good point.
Me: Now you. What do you do that is so freaky.
Monica: I like discipline.
Me. What do you mean.
Monica: Well just like you like to be both spanked and give a spanking I like to discipline my partners.
Me: So like a spanking?
Monica: Well yes there is definitely spanking but you can do so much more than spanking. It all depends on the roleplay.
Me: Like what do you mean.
Monica: For example, lets say we are playing around and he is intentionally bratty. I might put him in the corner for a little while. Let him think about it. If he continues then we might lead up to a spanking.
Me: Todd put me in the corner twice. I didn’t like it that much but it turned him on so much.
Monica: You’re not supposed to like it. That is why it is punishment.
Me: So you think Todd likes discipline too?
Monica: He might. What all has he done besides spanking and timeout.
Me: Nothing else that I would consider discipline. But I mean what else is there.
Monica: Seriously Karen. There are a million things you can do. Grounding, take away certain privileges, different kinds of spanking, getting them all riled up and refusing any release, humiliation. The list goes on and on.
Me: What do you mean different kinds of spankings.
Monica: Well over the knee, over the bed, implements. One big one is spanking them in the diaper position.
Monica: You grab their legs and lift it over their head just like you’re changing a diaper and you spank them. It is very humiliating and it hurts.
Me: Hmm…we usually only spank on the bed or over the knee. And almost never with anything but the hand.
Me: Todd popped me on the butt with a wooden spoon when I didn’t want to be in timeout. It stung and I was pissed but he cuffed me to the railing and I could tell he was turned on.
Monica: Yea he probably likes dicipline a little. Have you ever put him in timeout or spanked him with a spoon.
Me: No never. I am not sure he would go for it and I am not sure I would like it.
Monica: Trust me, if he is switch on the spanking then he might get really turned on if you disciplined him.
As we were talking my phone beeped.
Me: Hold on one second, I just got a text.
Todd via text: “Hey babe. Not feeling well. I think I will just call it a night and see you tomorrow”
Me via test: “You ok? Want me to come by and take care of you? I can bring you some food”
Todd via text: “No babe. It is fine. I am just going to call it a night and go to bed early”
Me via text: “You sure? I don’t mind coming over even if I just hang out and watch TV while you sleep”
Todd via text: “No babe. All good. Lets just meet up tomorrow”
Me: Ok…I will text you tomorrow.
Me: Well that was Todd. He isn’t feeling well so he is going to stay in tonight.
Monica: Sorry Karen. Just means we can hang out and drink more.
Me: I guess. This isn’t like him. I hope he is ok.
Monica: I am sure he is fine. Grab another drink.
Me: Okay… This sucks… I was looking forward to seeing him tonight. I also was getting slightly aroused by all this sex talk.
Monica: Well if you want a spanking I will be happy to oblige. I have no problem putting you over my knee. But if you’re looking to give one that isn’t my thing.
I blushed and her looked at Monica. We had been friends for a long time. Platonic friends. But here she was offering to spank me because I was turned on. I decided to make a joke out of it and move on.
Me: I have a feeling I wouldn’t like being spanked by you. Besides from our discussion you might put me in timeout after that and there is nothing worse than that.
Monica: Karen trust me. Therer are a lot worse things than timeout.
Me: Fine. Tell me the worst discipline you have done.
Monica: Hmm…Well one time this was about a year ago, my boyfriend was being extra bratty. We were at dinner. He was clearly just trying to rile me up. So I leaned in and whispered in his ear that if he didn’t stop I would spank him right here and now and then when we got home he wouldn’t be happy. He kept on being a brat so I took him in to the bathroom, put him over my knee and spanked him really good. I keep a hairbrush in my purse and it got used that night. While I was spanking him he got so turned on that a little bit of fluid leaked on my skirt. So when we got home I put him in a diaper for the rest of the weekend.
Me: Excuse me!?! You did what?
Monica: I put him in diapers for the weekend.
Me: And he was cool with that.
Monica: I mean secretly he was. He wouldn’t admit but he liked it. You use handcuffs when Todd doesn’t want to be spanked. I use locking pants and bondage mittens.
Me: I don’t believe you. He just allowed you to keep him diapered all weekend.
Monica: He didn’t allow me. He literally had no choice. He could always use the safe word but he knew if he did I was gone.
Me: What happened if he had to go to the bathroom.
Monica: I changed him. That was probably the best part. The look on his face when I would change him was the best part of that whole weekend.
Karen: You just happened to have diapers at your place.
Monica: Yes. I am not really in to diapers per se but they are a great tool. Whenever I threaten a boyfriend with a diaper they immediately shape up. I think it is a combination of humiliation, helplessness, and the control I get out of it.
Karen: That is just crazy. I can’t imagine anyone allowing that, let alone ejoying it.
Monica: We had the best sex at the end of that. He was so turned on. If you ever want to try out any of the discipline stuff let me know. I would love to spend the weekend torturing you. I am sure it would be fun for both of us.
She did it again. I can’t tell if she is joking or being serious. I need to deflect again.
Karen: Thanks Monica. I am good. I don’t really think I would like being spanked by you and I definitely don’t want you changing me in to a diaper. Love you honey but not really my thing.
Monica: Ok Karen. Just let me know if you ever change your mind. Remember, I keep a hairbrush in my purse. Also, if you’re so down about not seeing Todd Just go over to Todd’s and surprise him with dinner. He says he doesn’t want you over there but he won’t turn you away. You have a key right?
Karen: Yes. And he loves to have his butt patt. I am sure he wouldn’t turn me away if I agreed to patt his butt all night while he slept.
Monica and I hung out for another thirty minutes before we paid the bill and I went out to get some groceries and head to Todd’s.
Narrator = Todd
“I can’t believe I did it” I thought as I came in to the apartment placing the package on the kitchen counter. Over the last few months my wearing of diapers had increased. I only did it when Karen wasn’t around and it was a great way for me to relax. I still never used them but I did find myself seeing how long I could go wearing one without going to the bathroom. One night, while I was doing this I was on etsy and I saw that they sold a diaper cover that was lockable. I don’t know why but the idea of being locked in a diaper was a major turn on. I didn’t buy it at the time but after a month of not being able to forget it I went ahead and ordered a pair. It had taken 8 weeks but they finally arrived today and the package was sitting on my counter.
I am supposed to hang out with Karen tonight after she has drinks with Monica but now all I want to do is try this cover out. Either way, I need to take it out of the package and put them in the trunk before Karen gets here. I went to the kitchen and grabbed a beer along with a kitchen knife to open the package. Taking the knife I slid it into the tape on the package and made a slit all the way down the package. I reached in to the package pulled out the diaper cover.
This was not your normal diaper diaper cover. It was a black, heavy duty, lockable diaper cover with a special lock called a segufix lock. It essentially was a magnetic lock. The cover had a strap at the top with holes where once you adjusted it, similar to a belt, you just inserted the segufix lock in to the protruding metal and it was set. But with the heavy duty model it also had this same mechanism for each leg opening as well. In addition, there was a d-ring on the side of the pants. The material seemed to be thick cotton similar to what you saw in a straight jacket (I think). I ran my hands over the cover feeling the material and was getting turned on. I also looked at the locks and wondered how secure this whole setup really was. I looked at the clock and saw it was only 5:15. There was no way Karen would be over here until at least 6:30 if not later.
I took another sip of my beer and went over to the closet. Reaching for my keys I unlocked the trunk that I kept my diapers in and pulled out a Bellissimo V2 diaper. I closed the trunk putting the lock on the top of the trunk since I would have to put the diaper cover back in there once I was done. From there I went to the bedroom, took off my pants, underwear and slid on to the bed. I laid down and opened the diaper. I fluffed it open and laid it out flat making sure the tapes were pointing to my bud and not front. I slit on top of the diaper and grabbed the frontof the diaper bringing it over my my penis. I grabbed one side of the diaper, undid the tapes and taped one side close. I did the same thing with the other side. I stood up, making sure the diaper was on properly and went in to the kitchen and grabbed the diaper cover. Opening the diaper cover I stuck my legs through the opening and brought the cover up to my waist over the diaper.
Oh my god this was thick. I better not lose the key because I don’t think you could cut this with scissors. I then adjusted the front waiste strap to a firm tightness and grabbed the lock. Upon inspecing the lock it seemed like I just slide this down the metal sticking out of the loop. I went ahead and slid the lock on to the metal. The pants were now secured on tight. I tugged on the lock and it didn’t move. I grabbed the magnetic key, slid it on the lock and turned. The lock easily slid off. Putting the key back on the table I reapplied the lock and did the same with the leg straps. The diaper cover was now secured. I went in to the bathroom to take a look. You couldn’t tell it was a diaper cover by looking at it. It just looked like a pair of very thick tight shorts. I tugged on the cover to see if I could remove it and it didn’t budge. Curious just how secure it was I pulled on the pants as hard as I could and they didn’t bulge at all. You could see a hint of my diaper peeking out of the waistband of the cover but other than that the diaper was completely covered.
I walked back in to the kitchen and grabbed the key. I put the key in the trunk so I wouldn’t lose it and secured the lock to the trunk. One other thing I noticed was between the thickness of the diaper and the cover it would be extremely difficult to masterbate. This was annoying because I was incredibly turned on at the moment. The feeling that I was trapped was overwhelming. I grabbed my beer and went to the couch. I figure I would watch some TV and hang out for a little bit and put everything up before Karen gets here.
As I was sitting watching ESPN I couldn’t get the feeling of the diaper, the diaper cover and my helplessness out of my mind. I noticed I was rubbing my crouch but the thickness of the padding was preventing any real stimulation. It was just more frustrating me than anything else. I also found that I was really enjoying myself. Fuck it I thought. I am going to hang out, have fun with my new diaper cover, maybe watch a movie, see how long I can go before I have to take it off, and maybe take a nap with it on. I reached for my phone to text Karen.
Me via text: “Hey babe. Not feeling well. I think I will just call it a night and see you tomorrow”
Karen via test: “You ok? Want me to come by and take care of you? I can bring you some food”
I definitely did not want Karen coming over. She would be mortified if she saw me like this. Oh god. I don’t even want to think about it.
Me via text: “No babe. It is fine. I am just going to call it a night and go to bed early”
Karen via text: “You sure? I don’t mind coming over even if I just hang out and watch TV while you sleep”
Me via text: “No babe. All good. Lets just meet up tomorrow”
Karen via text: Ok…I will text you tomorrow.
Now that that was done I switched from ESPN to a movie and laid down on the couch. I ended up falling asleep about 10 minutes in to the movie.
I stopped by Trader Joe’s on the way over to Todd’s and got Todd his favorite stuff. I got some Mac & Cheese bites, Sweet Corn Burrata & Basil Ravioli, Tiramasu Torte for desert, and of course some wine for me. Figured if I was going to just patt his butt all night I could do it while enjoying some wine. With groceries in hand, I put my key in to the lock of Todd’s apartment and as quietly as possible opened the door hoping not to wake him if he was sleeping. Upon opening the door I could see in to the living room. The TV was on, a movie was playing, and Todd was passed out on the couch with a blanket covering him up. As quietly as possible, I unloaded the groceries, poured a glass of wine, and went to sit down on the couch.
Todd appeared to be watching Empire Records for the nine thousandth time. I swear to god if I hear that Rex Manning song one more time I am going to take it out on Todd’s butt. I had told him a few times before that if I have to watch this movie again the next spanking I gave him would not be fun. He didn’t believe me in part because I can’t spank very hard. But Monica had mentioned she kept a hairbrush in her purse and I might just start doing the same. Monica and I’s talk over drinks had been interesting to say the least. The fact that Todd liked to put me in timeout did make me think he wasn’t just in to spanking. But did he do that hoping I would do it too. hmmmmm. Wonder what else he might be in to that he isn’t telling me. I also wonder what Monica isn’t telling me either.
I grabbeed the remote and changed the movie from Empire Records to one of my favorite movies, Love Actually, that was playing on HBO Plus. Taking a sip of wine I started watching the movie and started running my fingers lightly through Todd’s hair. I could hear Todd go “mmmmmm” as I was doing it, so I gently pushed his head on to my lap and start rubbing his back as well. I heard some more “mmmmmmmm” and he seemed to be enjoying it so much I went and gave him two quick patts on the butt. It was weird because normally, when I do butt patts, I can feel his butt. However, in this case, couldn’t. I could just feel his pants which didn’t feel right. They were also so thick all you could feel was the pants. Right as I was about to patt his butt some more and investigate why his pants felt different Todd sprang up from my lap.
Todd: Karen!?!. What are you doing here?
Me: Hey babe. I felt bad that you weren’t feeling well so I got some dinner and desert. I came over to take care of you. I was thinking if you were hungry I would make you dinner. If not, then you can just lie on the couch and I will patt your butt and take care of you.
Todd: Karen…umm…that is really sweet. I am fine just tired. You don’t have to stick around. Go out with Monica tonight or something.
Me: Nonsense honey. I am here. I got nothing really going on and I like to take care of you. Besides, I know how you love having your butt patted so just consider this your lucky night. I will watch a movie and drink my wine and you can just lay across my lap and have your butt patted.
Todd: umm…Karen I am not really feeling up for anything tonight. How about we call it a night and I will call you tomorrow. You’re so sweet and I am touched, I am just really tired.
Me: Umm…Todd, you actually don’t look fine. You looked like you have seen a ghost. When I was rubbing your head and back you clearly were liking it but as soon as my hand touched your butt you sprang up. What’s up?
Todd: NOTHING. I am just tired, I wasn’t expecting you to come over tonight, and I was surprised is all.
Me: Well relax honey. Lay back down, and I will rub you while I watch my movie. Besides, I saved you from the biggest spanking of your life if I had to watch Empire Records again.
Todd: That’s funny. Seriously though, I kind of want to be left alone tonight.
Me: Todd…whats up? You are acting really weird. Everything was fine until I touched your butt. Speaking of which something felt weird when I patted your butt.
Todd: NOTHING babe. Ok nothing. Just let me be ok. I am not mad or anything I am just tired.
Looking at Todd something wasn’t right. He was sitting up on the couch with the blanket over his lap. He didn’t look sick, he didn’t look tired. He looked like he was hiding something. I just didn’t know what it was. He never acted this way.
Me: Why are you acting so defensive. Whats going on.
Right as I asked this I grabbed the blanket that was covering him up and yanked it away.
Todd: Karen! What The Fuck are you doing. Oh my god, what the hell was that.
I stood looking at Todd. He was wearing shorts but not like any pair I had ever seen him wear. They were very thick. I think that is why I couldn’t feel his butt at all. They were also really tight. He had fasteners around the waist and around both leg openings. It looked very snug and very tight. I also noticed he had something white and plasticy looking seeping out of the top waistband. Also another weird thing was there was this black circular object that looked like it attached to the belt loops on all 3 of the fasteners. They also had a ring on both sides of the pants like you would attach your keys to. I had never seen Todd wear anything like that before.
Karen: Todd. Chill. I was just trying to see what was going on. I mean I came over here to be with you and help you feel better. By the way, what is up with those pants. I have never seen them before.
Todd: ummm…they are new. I just got them off of Etsy. As you can see they are too tight so I am going to return them.
Me: Okay…well then take them off, get comfy, then get back on this couch, and relax a little or so help me I really will spank you. I will make sure you remember it and then put you in timeout afterwards. And don’t think I am joking.
I said the first part in a sweet joking manner but the last part I said with a firm tone. I didn’t know what was going on but he needed to relax. I got up, went in to the kitchen, grabbed my purse and the wooden spoon he kept on the counter. I reached in to the purse and pulled out the handcuffs. I couldn’t quite figure out what he was thinking as he stood there looking at me with a pair of handcuffs hanging from one hand and the other hand holding a wooden spoon.
Me: So decision time babe. Relaxation, butt rubs, back rubbs, and some food or a spanking over my knee with this spoon and timeout.
Todd just stood there looking at me.
Me: Lets not forget it was you who showed me how to make sure to keep someone in timeout when they don’t want to be there.
Todd looked at me speechless. He didn’t say a word for about 20 seconds. I walked over to him and went to grab the straps to his pants to help him take them off.
Todd: Karen wait wait. what are you doing?
Me: I am taking off these pants for you since you seem to not do anything but stand there and stare.
As I finished my sentence I took the spoon in my hand and swatted it on Todd’s butt. “WHACK” However, it didn’t sound right. It sounded like something hitting a pillow. Todd should of jumped like I did when he popped me on the butt with this same spoon.
Me: Todd what is up. I just gave you a spank with the spoon and you didn’t jump at all. Something is going on. And why can I not get these pants off.
I had now been fumbling with the loops on his pants for 30 seconds and I didn’t see how to get them to come off.
Me: Todd, I swear if I didn’t know any better I would say these were locked on you.
Todd looked mortifed and close to tears. As I looked at his face it all started to click. He couldn’t get the pants off either. They were somehow locked on him. It also appeared that underneath those pants my boyfriend was wearing a diaper. I never would of realized it if I hadn’t talked to Monica about it.
Todd: Karen, I can explain. It isn’t what you think.
Me: You don’t know what I am thinking. I am definitely curious why my boyfriend bailed on me tonight and when I came to check on him he is locked in a pair of pants with what I assume is a diaper underneath it.
Todd: Oh my god Karen. You were never supposed to see this. I can explain. I just need you to give me 5 minutes. I need to get these pants off, change in to something else, and then I can explain.
Karen: I don’t think so. I think we are going to have a talk right now.
Todd: No way Karen. I get you’re upset but I am going to change.
Karen: Todd, I am not upset. But I am about to get upset. You are going to explain to me what is going on right here and right now. Not in 5 minutes, not after you change, RIGHT NOW.
I kind had an idea of what was going on so while I was talking. I didn’t mean to yell at the end but I was frustrated. I quickly turned Todd around, spanked him with the spoon a few times which I am sure he didn’t feel, and cuffed his hand to the railing.
Me: I told you you had two choices. Since you opted not to take the first one, a spanking and timeout was the only option left. Now, I am not letting you out of timeout until you explain to me exactly what is going on.
Todd: Karen, come on. This isn’t funny. STOP NOW.
He had said the safe word but we weren’t having sex or role playing anything. He was trying to find a way out of this.
Me: No honey. This isn’t role playing or sex or anything. You will explain to me what is going on. If you want me to leave after that and never come back then I will be upset but so be it.
Todd: Please Karen…
I just stood there and waited taking it all in. Here was my boyfriend, a man who I had been with for 10 months. We loved each other, had a great sex life, found a kink partner and yet he had clearly not been honest with me. Now I had him in the corner, with a diaper on that I still couldn’t fully make out, with some type of pants that he couldn’t get off. He was clearly feeling very vulnerable and I felt bad for him. Not bad enough to let him out but I still felt bad.
Me: As a compromise, tell me how to take those pants off and I will get them off you. Then we can continue our talk.
Todd: Karen, I don’t want you to see whats under this cover.
Me: Ah. So its a cover not pants…Todd, I figured out that you’re wearing a diaper underneath it. I mean it is pretty obvious once you think about it.
Todd: Yea but that doesn’t mean you have to see it.
Me: We are going to talk Todd. We can either do it with you diapered or not but either way you’re not leaving that corner until we talk.
I could tell that Todd was having a mix of anger and vulnerability but I wasn’t letting up. I wanted to know what was going and what he wasn’t sharing with me.
Todd: I have to go to the bathroom anyway Karen. So let me out so I can go and I will clean myself up. I promise you we will talk then.
Me: No. I said you’re not leaving that corner until we talk. I am giving you somewhat of an out by agreeing to let you take the diaper off but I have you here and I am not letting you out until we talk.
Todd: Karen, I am serious. I have to go to the bathroom. That beer I had earlier is taking its toll.
Me: Then I suggest you start talking. Besides Todd…you’re wearing a diaper it isn’t like you’re not protected if you can’t hold it.
I tried not to smirk when I said it but I think a little one escaped. I mean while the situation was serious Todd was complaining about having an accident while he was in a diaper.
Todd: I have never actually used one and don’t plan on using it anytime soon.
Me: Then I suggest you start talking.
Todd saw the resolve in my eyes. I was dying inside and almost broke but I was going to find out what was going on. It was important to me. It was important to our relationship. Besides, I wanted to see what was under the cover.
Todd: Fine. A few years ago I stumbled on to a site for people that like diapers. I usually would just read different type of stories and fantasize about what happened in the story but then about a year ago I decided to see what it would be like to wear one. So I ordered a pack. I liked the way they felt and so I occassionally wear them when no one is around.
Me: Ok…that doesn’t sound too crazy to me. What about the diaper cover you’re wearing. I mean it is clear you can’t even take it off. How do you even take it off.
Todd: Well in some of the stories I read, the person gets put in to a diaper and can’t take it off. I kind of like wearing them and seeing how long I can wear it without having to use it. Then when I was on etsy I saw this diaper cover and thought I would try it out. This is the first time I have ever worn it. I promise Karen I haven’t done this before.
Me: Where is the key? I assume it is in the apartment but not reachable by you or I am sure you would have taken it off by now.
Todd: It is in the trunk.
Me: The trunk that you lost the key to that holds all your stuff from high school?
Todd: I have the key. It is on my keyring on the counter. And the key to the diaper cover is in the trunk. There. Can you please let me out now so I can get out of this.
I was upset. He lied to me. I hate being lied to. And he is so nonchalant about it. I calmed my anger because I could tell Todd was near breaking.
Karen: In a minute. We aren’t done here.
Todd: Karen!! Let me out now!!!
Me: Todd, you’re in no position to make demands. I want to understand this. As soon as I let you out you’re going to quit talking about it and try to pretend this never happened. I won’t allow that to happen.
Todd looked like he had a mix of happiness and pure anxiousness. It was getting harder to read him.
Todd: You mean you aren’t planning on leaving me?
Me: No honey. I am upset you have been hiding stuff from me. But no. I love you. So you have been in to diapers for about two years. Big deal. You said you have never wet your diaper before? Is that right?
Todd: I don’t like it when you say it like that. No I have not wet a diaper since I was like two.
Me: But you like to see how long you can stay in a diaper without wetting?
Todd: Yes. There is something about it that I like. The idea of wetting isn’t something I like.
Me: Anything else you like to do with them?
Todd: Well I have never done it but I do like stories where someone is spanked over their diaper, and forced to wear them. I think that is why I liked the idea of wearing the cover.
Me: Anything else?
Todd: No. That is it. Seriously nothing else.
I looked at Todd and while I wasn’t sure it seemed like he was lying. He has a tell where his eye twitches when he lies. I thought I saw his eye twitch but I couldn’t be sure.
Me: In your stories, when someone is forced to wear them how do they get in the diaper?
Todd: Usually the protaganist puts the antagonist in the diaper.
Karen: Is that something you want me to do with you?
Todd: Oh god no Karen I would never dream.
I was looking at Todd as he was explaining this. He was lieing right now. His eye was twitching. It royally pissed me off that he either didn’t trust me or just didn’t want me to know. I was here, being as understanding as humanly possible and he was lying to me. This was going to stop.
Me: Todd…you’re fucking lying to me. I am so mad right now. You’re lying to me. You’re so obvious about it.
Todd: Karen, wait calm down. I am sorry. This is very hard for me and I am worried you will think I am a freak.
Me: I am right here listening to you. I don’t think you’re a freak. But damnit Todd, I want honesty.
Todd: I got it Karen. I am sorry. Thanks for not being upset with me.
Me: Oh I am upset now. You lied to me. There will be consequences for lying to me. But first we need to finish this conversation.
The look on Todd’s face was priceless. It made me fall in love with him even more. He had no idea what I was talking about. He was just concerned about our relationship and also not sure what I was going to do.
Me: You know. Its funny. When I was having drinks with Monica she told me how she was really in to discipline. I told her about the time you put me in timeout and she smirked. Said that you were in to it as well you just never told me.
Todd: It isn’t like that Karen. It was just something fun. Like when I spank you and give you that extra hard pop.
Me: I think you like it Todd, I think you were too scared to bring it up. But we are about to find out if you only like to give it out or receive it.
Todd: What do you mean?
Me: I still haven’t decided what is next. But while I am figuring that out I am going to go take a look in your closet and see what is in that chest.
Todd: Oh god Karen no. Just let me out and I will go get the key.
I took the spoon and slam it across Todd’s butt as hard as I could 3 times. It clearly didn’t sting but the look of surprise on Todd’s face told me it was effective.
Me: You are going to stay right there while I go take a look. Not another word out of you. It isn’t like you have much of a choice but still. I am not above calling Monica for advice on how best to discipline you. She already offered to come over for the weekend.
That wasn’t entirely true. She told me she wouldn’t mind disciplining me for the weekend. But Todd didn’t know that and it was a good threat. I went and picked up Todd’s keys and went over to the closet. I opened the closet and bent down to look at the trunk. There it was with the lock hanging through it. I put the key in to the lock and turned it. CLICK. I removed the lock and opened up the trunk. Inside the trunk were a random assortment of diapers. Some of them had Teddy Bears on them, some of them had animals on it, and there was even a few pink ones in there. Sitting on top of a diapers was was a plastic top looking device that looked like it would fit around the black objects securing Todd’s diaper cover.
Me: Is this top thing the key
I put the key in my pocket and grabbed one of the diapers. It was surprisingly thick and looked exactly like what a diaper looks like except bigger. I closed the chest and walked out to the living room with the diaper in my hand. Todd’s eyes looked like they were about to pop out of his skull. I was really enjoying his discomfort.
Todd: What is that for?
I placed the diaper on the end table besides my glass of wine. Todd kept glancing at the diaper and then me.
Me: I wanted to see what the diapers look like. Your diaper cover does a great job of hiding the diaper except for that little part that sticks right above the waistline. Besides, maybe I will take it home with me in case we need it next time you’re over.
Todd blushed when I said this. He looked as if he was getting turned on a little bit. I was confused. He said liked stories where he was forced to wear a diaper so maybe he actually was getting turned on.
Me: Do you like the fact that I could leave you like this for as long as I want?
Todd: No Karen. Come on. Of course not. Let me out.
I once again could tell Todd was lying. After all this he still didn’t trust me and was lying to me.
Me: Todd, you’re lying. You lie to me one more time and I am walking out of here leaving you like this. You can figure out how to get out your little predicament.
Todd looked like a deer in headlights. He didn’t know what to do
Todd: Yes. Ok. There. This is slightly turning me on.
Me: I thought so.
I went up to Todd and pulled the key to his diaper cover out of my pockets. I took the magnetic key and slid it onto the black circle holding the waiste strap secure and turned it pulling the lock off the pants. I repeated this for the leg loops and took the diaper cover off Todd placing the key back in my pocket. I stepped back and looked at Todd. He had just a simple T-shirt on and a diaper. It was a big white puffy diaper with teddy bears all over it. The diaper was taped on properly as best as I could tell. I smirked again not being able to help myself. Todd was clearly mortified, yet I swear I could a little bulge in his diaper. HIS diaper. That would take some getting used to. I then went to my purse to get the handcuff key and uncuffed Todd from the railing leaving the other end of the cuff on his wrist. Taking Todd by the arm I sat down on the couch and placed him over my knee.
Todd: What are you doing Karen?
Me: What does it look like I am doing. I am fulfilling a fantasy of yours as well as giving you a reminder that I don’t like liars.
I took the other end of the handcuffs that had been attached to the railing and secured Todd’s hands behind his back wresting right above his diaper. I then grabbed the spoon from the end table and started spanking Todd across his diaper.
Todd: Karen stop it! What are you doing!
Me: Todd if you don’t quit wiggling, I will pull YOUR diaper down, still spank you, put you back in your diaper cover and all and you can spend a few hours in timeout while I call Monica to get some more ideas.
Todd: Karen, I have to go to the bathroom. I can’t do this. I am seriously about to have an accident.
Me: You can hold it. And besides if you cant, we have an extra diaper right here. But I warn you, if you pee on me your punishment is only going to get worse.
I then took the spoon and focused on the side of Todd’s butt with the least amount of padding. Todd jumped when the spoon came down.
Todd: Karen ouch, that hurts.
Me: Yup. That is the point. I don’t like you lieing to me. I kept spanking Todd for about another 4 minutes. I made sure to spank him where the diaper wasn’t covering him. It was the hardest I ever spanked him and I could tell he was secretly enjoying it while also wiggling around not liking the spanking itself. I made sure he felt the sting and he almost broke down in tears few times. Once I felt he was spanked enough I let him up from my knee. I looked at Todd, clearly almost in tears, and bouncing around like a two year old who had to go to the bathroom.
Me: I love you. This doesn’t change anything except now I know a little more about you.
Todd: You sure? I am so sorry I lied to you. I won’t do it again.
Me: You’re right. You do it again I will spank you even worse than I did now, put you in a diaper, put the diaper cover on you, and you will stay that way for a long time. Todd, when I say a long time I mean it. Your rule about not actually using a diaper will get broken. Do you understand me?
Todd: Yes honey. I am really sorry.
I swatted Todd’s diaper and smiled. While I wasn’t a huge fan of the diaper, I thoroughly enjoyed the look of panic in Todd and that feeling of helplnessness he looked like he was having. I also really liked spanking him. He had wanted me to stop but he let me do it. He also will remember that spanking for the next few days. I wonder if I really would lock him in his diapers if it came to it. I wasn’t sure. I was sure though that I hadn’t given him back the key to Todd’s diaper cover. I smirked at the thought. I grabbed the handcuff key from my purse and removed the handcuffs off Todd’s wrist placing both the key and cuffs in my purse.
Me: Go ahead and change. I will start heating up dinner.
Todd grabbed the diaper and the diaper cover on the end table and took off running to the closet. I heard him place everything in the closet and the sound of tapes ripping as what I assume was him taking off his diaper. I wasn’t sure what this all meant going forward but at least I discovered this now and not years later on down the road.